Reverse "reward"

"Hmm," said Karyn. "You're in disguises. I could make you into girls who look like your disguises... but wait a minute. I have it. Never mind the girl disguises." "What are you going to do?" said Jon. "If you like disguises so much, we can go with boy disguises instead. I wish that you are wearing your normal boy clothes, and look like normal boys, and everyone else thinks you're boys, but that you're really girls in disguise inside those boy clothes. I wish that you hate the idea of being girls and want to be boys in all ways, except that occasionally you..."